Life never gives you everything at once. Like when I had you, I knew what I had but I didn’t realize your value. When I lost you I realized your value but can’t have you.
This world will always leave you with shortcomings. It is filling up these shortcoming with will and righteousness is what keeps us alive. Its called living. It is up to us to choose how we want things. It’s called FREE WILL. A great test. Sometimes you might want something but it is bad for you. Sometimes you might hate something but it is good for you. Gods Knows Best what’s good for us for He surely knows what we know not, for he surely knows the unseen.